My Weapon is NOTW as I AM NOTW

feeling lost and alone
unsure and insecure
but what's wrong
what's happening in my no-so-perfect-at-all life
falling to pieces at the seams
everything.. murky
everything.. bleak
staring through blurry gray eyes
where do you go when you just want to give up
staring through blurry gray eyes
who am I now
who did I used to be
why is my world slowly falling apart around me
or maybe it just feels that way
what's happening
who did this to me
who made me feel like this
piercing thoughts
and painful questions
why me
why now
just leave me be
quit crawling under my skin
I won't let you win
I won't let you get to me
I'm stronger than that
He's stronger than that
you and I both know it
and you're scared
scared to lose my soul
but I've got news for you
the battle has been in my favor
it's not in your hands
it will never be in your hands
you'll lose once again
because His power is much more stronger
His love is real
I won't give in
I won't burn eternally
I will follow Him
so leave your games in the pits of your fire
this heart belongs to God
nothing is wrong with me
and I am strong
I a m s t r o n g

Saturday, May 03, 2008

2:27 AM